Subjects are turning hard this time

For normal students like me, the answer of the question Why? is simply yes.
I glanced for a blink when I noticed that my subjects are getting harder this time. Yes, turning harder I guessed. Our math 135, 128, 126,and other related minors in particular. Questioning like why is it so, is simply a bolt making myself feared of the subject, well who wouldn't? I guessed most if not all experienced the same thing.

I got a blade, sharpening my mind not to utter even words such as fear and fright. But I can't really kept in touch to let it flew away from my mind. I wonder how can I do my part as a journalist in the company I was working with, The NORSUNian. I got frightened If I will fail the subject nor beat the deadline in passing the articles.


Help me, I felt bad this time, I got even hard time to study. My mind was confused. I am thinking the right way,but i can't! What could have went wrong in me?


I just pray and believe that I can overcome this phobia. I don't like get low grades. I want to prove to them that I am deserving no less than others.

Friends, help me find refuge as I venture my life to the craziest part of this semester.

OH my GOD,
           Just this morning I woke up as early as 3:30, because I am believing that we are going to have an important formation in our AFROTC but to my surprise, we are caught to a parade going to the port, do formation under the heat of the sun, and listening to the announcer with barren tummy.But it doesn't just end there, we still parade to hell, - seashore cleaning, coastal clean up and again placed under the heat of the sun. Oh! my gash, its so dumb, its not our main concern, in the place we are to develop our armistice and not to do stupid things! I am saying this not because I am conceited nor boastful, but because I am affected to the command instructed by our officers, to seem that we are not affected by the heat of the sun. Who would let us rot  under the heat of the sun? It was exactly 11 high noon when we stop the clean up, at exactly also we almost collapse because of hunger, we don't take our snacks, and we don't drink water.Oh, again another dumb boredom. But, still OK. GOD is in me, he protects me always, whenever I am and wherever I am. Thanks God!!!